If I find my way, how much will I find?

I just can't shake this general feeling of malaise around me. A recent (f-locked) post by a friend struck so many chords with me that I'm actually a little creeped and considering calling him just to talk. But, y'know, that would require touching a phone. I hate phones. I should start holding them L-style, just to minimize my contact with them.

It's raining out, and I filed my nails down to the quick. Odd emotions today. Very odd.

In fandom news, I find myself both blessed by the general love of Death Note online and troubled by an issue I faced with Final Fantasy VIII: the general dislike of a character I love. At least this time, it's not my favorite character (L! <3), but it's still a biggie. ( Cut for spoilers up through Volume 7 )

I just don't get it, folks. Why the Near hate?

If I find my way, how much will I find?

I just can't shake this general feeling of malaise around me. A recent (f-locked) post by a friend struck so many chords with me that I'm actually a little creeped and considering calling him just to talk. But, y'know, that would require touching a phone. I hate phones. I should start holding them L-style, just to minimize my contact with them.

It's raining out, and I filed my nails down to the quick. Odd emotions today. Very odd.

In fandom news, I find myself both blessed by the general love of Death Note online and troubled by an issue I faced with Final Fantasy VIII: the general dislike of a character I love. At least this time, it's not my favorite character (L! <3), but it's still a biggie. ( Cut for spoilers up through Volume 7 )

I just don't get it, folks. Why the Near hate?