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Alex Smith ([personal profile] rinnia) wrote2008-04-25 06:30 pm
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My brain's been rampaging lately. I'm really restless and I don't know why.

I should learn to drive, but I don't want to. It's not that I think I'll be bad at it. It's that I sometimes have anxiety attacks in cars. Just thinking about driving makes my stomach knot up.

I haven't finished DDS2 yet (don't ask, seriously, I have so many reasons) and now I have FES. And I really should finish DDS2, but... but... FES!

I have a plot bunny for a multi-part fanfic. A South Park one. A slash one. I feel so antsy.

I applied for 7 fanlistings and was approved for ALL OF THEM. I made the Epcot one, am working on Mion and Kayo at the moment, and then have Mia, Llyud, ATHF, and Stan/Kyle to do. Busy girl, busy girl.

Yet I don't want to do AAAAANYYYYYTHIIIIING. Jaime keeps saying I have ADD (or ADHD, it's hyperactive cousin!), but mostly? I just can't focus on one thing for too long without freaking out about flaws. Anxiety's oh so fun, y'know?
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[identity profile] ultimademon.livejournal.com 2008-04-26 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
It's OK; I've had DDS2 for years now and I haven't finished it.

Is FES the re-release of Persona 3? Or is that something else entirely?

And I totally feel you on the restless thing. It hits at the strangest times, that it does.

[identity profile] suixelo.livejournal.com 2008-04-26 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not learning to drive because I think theres no point. Petrol is usually $100 to fill a tank, and cars are way out of my price range. Even thought the bus system here in Auckland is really bad, it's cheap enough for me to afford, and I'll be shipping off to Aus when I finish Uni anyway.

[identity profile] rinnia.livejournal.com 2008-04-28 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
That's why I haven't gotten my license before now, but at this point I kind of have to, as I'm going to be in Orlando and I'm pretty sure there's no easy way to get around town without a car. Plus, I won't be living on campus, but I'll need to get to class every day in a timely and safe manner. Doesn't help that pretty much everyone around me is pushing me to do it, either.

[identity profile] rinnia.livejournal.com 2008-04-28 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Yep, that is indeed what FES is. Good stuff.

Doesn't it? Gah, I hate this feeling.

[identity profile] suixelo.livejournal.com 2008-04-28 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. If it comes to a point where you really have to, then you have to. I'm being pushed to by my mum, but not my friends.
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