Pluses and Minuses
- Tired.
+ Saw my psychologist. Left there feeling pretty good.
- Not feeling so great now.
+ At least my teeth are doing good.
- Panicked this morning.
+ Panicked this morning! No, really. It's okay. Every attack should bring me a little closer to working this out now that I have new ways to think about it. It's just another baby step towards balance.
- My knee hurts. I have no idea how I managed to fuck it up, but I did, and it is not happy. I'm doubly bothered by this, as I've never had knee problems before. My knees have always been a part of my body I could rely on. I feel so betrayed.
+ My knee feels better than it did yesterday, though.
- No homework. I have time to do it now, and I'd really like to be able to. Plus, Physiology homework is fun times.
+ No homework. This means I can have other fun times - Project Runway, Nocturne, pool table, and a bottle of beer, here I come!
- Reading to do. Blah.
+ Reading to do. Learning!
- I'm having second thoughts about something. It's not so good.
+ I'm not alone, though. I have friends and I have family and I have Jaime, who is going to help me find someone else to talk to who can help me more directly. And it's not like I'm the only person ever to be in this specific situation. I know I can figure this out. One way or another, I'll make a situation where I can be happy.
+ Distracting myself with livejournal made my aches recede. Y'see, brain? It really is just you. My body's good.
- Well, except for my teeth. And the knee. And you. But yeah, the rest is healthy and reliable!
+ I remembered to bring my iPod and headphones, so I have music. Plus, new iTunes lets you put Genius playlists on your iPod, so I have lots of music in many varieties. Whoo!
+1 overall. 'M a potassium ion! :D
P.S. Linux is weird. Like less offensive Windows, but still with the annoying Ctrl button combos. Not sure how to feel about this. I wish the compy labs had Macs.
+ Saw my psychologist. Left there feeling pretty good.
- Not feeling so great now.
+ At least my teeth are doing good.
- Panicked this morning.
+ Panicked this morning! No, really. It's okay. Every attack should bring me a little closer to working this out now that I have new ways to think about it. It's just another baby step towards balance.
- My knee hurts. I have no idea how I managed to fuck it up, but I did, and it is not happy. I'm doubly bothered by this, as I've never had knee problems before. My knees have always been a part of my body I could rely on. I feel so betrayed.
+ My knee feels better than it did yesterday, though.
- No homework. I have time to do it now, and I'd really like to be able to. Plus, Physiology homework is fun times.
+ No homework. This means I can have other fun times - Project Runway, Nocturne, pool table, and a bottle of beer, here I come!
- Reading to do. Blah.
+ Reading to do. Learning!
- I'm having second thoughts about something. It's not so good.
+ I'm not alone, though. I have friends and I have family and I have Jaime, who is going to help me find someone else to talk to who can help me more directly. And it's not like I'm the only person ever to be in this specific situation. I know I can figure this out. One way or another, I'll make a situation where I can be happy.
+ Distracting myself with livejournal made my aches recede. Y'see, brain? It really is just you. My body's good.
- Well, except for my teeth. And the knee. And you. But yeah, the rest is healthy and reliable!
+ I remembered to bring my iPod and headphones, so I have music. Plus, new iTunes lets you put Genius playlists on your iPod, so I have lots of music in many varieties. Whoo!
+1 overall. 'M a potassium ion! :D
P.S. Linux is weird. Like less offensive Windows, but still with the annoying Ctrl button combos. Not sure how to feel about this. I wish the compy labs had Macs.