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Alex Smith ([personal profile] rinnia) wrote2004-04-01 08:23 pm

confession time

i can't do this anymore. it's really hard to pretend that i'm someone i'm not, and that i'm not in love when i really am. you make me feel wonderful, and all the stolen kisses and little brushes of hands together when the group isn't looking start my heart racing and only serve to increase my love for you. and desire. heh. since our arrival at tech, i've been getting to know you better, and now i feel so close to you that i can't remember what it was like to go through the day without you around. every second of spring break, my stomach was twisted in knots, anxiously awaiting when i could see your radiant face again.

anyway, this declaration has gone on long enough, so i'll wrap it up. here goes nothing.

let's not pretend anymore. i love you, cathy.

[edit: 04/02/2004 11:09am] for those that are shocked and amazed, and just cannot believe that this is true, it's not. look at the details and think about it.

[identity profile] voifac.livejournal.com 2004-04-02 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
good for you. took me about a minute before i had the mental/physical capability of grabbing the mouse to post this, but still, im proud. and if i felt it was appropriate, i would insert a crude joke here, but somehow it doesn't feel like it.
peace

[identity profile] rinnia.livejournal.com 2004-04-02 11:05 am (UTC)(link)
georgie georgie georgie. i'm disappointed in you.

think harder.

[identity profile] shinji-no-kaze.livejournal.com 2004-04-02 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
Didn't really expect that. Suprised, but not in any form of a bad way. and I, as jesus, proclaim it good.

[identity profile] rinnia.livejournal.com 2004-04-02 11:06 am (UTC)(link)
ah cameron. there's a very good reason why you shouldn't have expected it.

i'll give you the same advice i gave to george and tell you to think harder.

Butt-Monkeys!

(Anonymous) 2004-04-02 11:05 am (UTC)(link)
Congratulations, Alex. There is nothing more sacred and precious than the girl-on-girl bond. We're all cheering for you!!!

Re: Butt-Monkeys!

[identity profile] rinnia.livejournal.com 2004-04-02 11:07 am (UTC)(link)
... steve? ah well, even if not, sorry to disappoint. heh. but think about it.

feeling kinda stupid.....

[identity profile] voifac.livejournal.com 2004-04-02 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
ooh ooh!!! i get iit ii get it!!! yay and clappies for me!