this isn't real...

i just got back in touch with my ex-boyfriend matt. we've known each other since third grade, and he was my best friend before we dated. i felt horrible about losing contact with him, so i decided to e-mail. thankfully, he still had the same address and mailed back. he was acting strange online, talking about not being in school and not sleeping, but wouldn't explain over the internet, so i called him and we ended up talking for over 4 hours.

he has leukemia.

i... huh. it's not right. matt can't have that. he can't die. they say it's very treatable and that he should be cured within two years, but...

he's going through chemotherapy. he talked a lot about it, says he feels better when he's not on it.

i'm going to cry.

this isn't real...

i just got back in touch with my ex-boyfriend matt. we've known each other since third grade, and he was my best friend before we dated. i felt horrible about losing contact with him, so i decided to e-mail. thankfully, he still had the same address and mailed back. he was acting strange online, talking about not being in school and not sleeping, but wouldn't explain over the internet, so i called him and we ended up talking for over 4 hours.

he has leukemia.

i... huh. it's not right. matt can't have that. he can't die. they say it's very treatable and that he should be cured within two years, but...

he's going through chemotherapy. he talked a lot about it, says he feels better when he's not on it.

i'm going to cry.