What am I doing?
Nov. 8th, 2011 07:02 pmI'm now up to 15k words on the Hercules-inspired Puck/Kurt semi-AU and I'm still not sure how to get from this point to the endpoint. Augh.
Nov. 8th, 2011
What am I doing?
Nov. 8th, 2011 07:02 pmI'm now up to 15k words on the Hercules-inspired Puck/Kurt semi-AU and I'm still not sure how to get from this point to the endpoint. Augh.
I've been taking my pills; really, I have.
Nov. 8th, 2011 09:55 pmAte some soba, drank some black lager, and watched the Mythbusters' Alaska special. Feeling slightly... homesick? Is it still homesick if it's wanting to visit where you spent more than half of your life thus far but haven't been to in almost ten years? Anyway, whatever that feeling would be. I'm that.
On the plus side, Adam's reaction to the yeti was hilarious and adorable at the same time.
Also, I spent way too much money today. Granted, it was all on awesome stuff and I think the only thing I purchased full price was glow-in-the-dark embroidery floss for a staggering $2.50, but I'm still rocking the guilt. Not buyer's remorse. I don't regret obtaining these objects. I will wear the jeans and play the game and craft with the beads and... cuddle the unicorn pillow pet... I just have this lingering mental block when it comes to spending money on myself. Like I'm not worth it, even though I've done so much therapy to work on that. Damn.
Sleep? Sleep.
On the plus side, Adam's reaction to the yeti was hilarious and adorable at the same time.
Also, I spent way too much money today. Granted, it was all on awesome stuff and I think the only thing I purchased full price was glow-in-the-dark embroidery floss for a staggering $2.50, but I'm still rocking the guilt. Not buyer's remorse. I don't regret obtaining these objects. I will wear the jeans and play the game and craft with the beads and... cuddle the unicorn pillow pet... I just have this lingering mental block when it comes to spending money on myself. Like I'm not worth it, even though I've done so much therapy to work on that. Damn.
Sleep? Sleep.
I've been taking my pills; really, I have.
Nov. 8th, 2011 09:55 pmAte some soba, drank some black lager, and watched the Mythbusters' Alaska special. Feeling slightly... homesick? Is it still homesick if it's wanting to visit where you spent more than half of your life thus far but haven't been to in almost ten years? Anyway, whatever that feeling would be. I'm that.
On the plus side, Adam's reaction to the yeti was hilarious and adorable at the same time.
Also, I spent way too much money today. Granted, it was all on awesome stuff and I think the only thing I purchased full price was glow-in-the-dark embroidery floss for a staggering $2.50, but I'm still rocking the guilt. Not buyer's remorse. I don't regret obtaining these objects. I will wear the jeans and play the game and craft with the beads and... cuddle the unicorn pillow pet... I just have this lingering mental block when it comes to spending money on myself. Like I'm not worth it, even though I've done so much therapy to work on that. Damn.
Sleep? Sleep.
On the plus side, Adam's reaction to the yeti was hilarious and adorable at the same time.
Also, I spent way too much money today. Granted, it was all on awesome stuff and I think the only thing I purchased full price was glow-in-the-dark embroidery floss for a staggering $2.50, but I'm still rocking the guilt. Not buyer's remorse. I don't regret obtaining these objects. I will wear the jeans and play the game and craft with the beads and... cuddle the unicorn pillow pet... I just have this lingering mental block when it comes to spending money on myself. Like I'm not worth it, even though I've done so much therapy to work on that. Damn.
Sleep? Sleep.
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